Lifelong very passable crossdresser                                                  Been going out dressed and very passable for over 20 years, with women, girlfriends, male friends and other CDs. Love gartered nylon stockings, retro sexy lacy lingerie, dressing as a woman or theater or concert goer. Dress down and normal for errands, shopping, lunches. Love to look and feel like a very pretty woman with very pretty sensual under garments in, would fantasies of having a real female come over and dress me up from the skin out, hair, wigs, makeup’, stockings, dress and heels and go out together for hours in public as two girlfriends, then come back and undress each other down to lingerie and have wild crazy long slow sex as two’ lesbians’ but one with a cock to penetrate

That’s what I’m looking for but know I won’t find it- shame